th e ; c r az y ; m ix e d; t h i n gs

bfleenor @ 2005-10-29T23:11:00

2005-10-30T04:11:57Z

IM GONE BACK TO MY OLD JOURNAL!

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bfleenor @ 2005-10-23T20:01:00

2005-10-24T00:09:18Z

Lets talk about my weekend :)

Friday I got up at 5:45 & got ready + headed to work- got off at three & Kellie & I went to Coeburn/St. Paul game - Oh the drama, some girls will eventually grow up =) Left there & went to hang out in Town, Nobody was out then Beverly, Hoss & Wingler showed up as well as Ogre & Andy. We just hung around. Tj & Elliot came over there later on. I came home and sit around and headed straight to bed.

Saturday I was tired slept until 2 then I layed around and hung out at dads all day and got ready & Kellie & Jake.. + Logan & I went to eat at renos' haha. Then we just all rode around, shew, I love being with logan but then again I like Cody! =\ anyways! then Kellie and I left and went and talked to Jordan & Tristan- Wes & Jarret at the Huddle House! Ah, then all of us headed to wal-mart sit there and talked - So, Derrick CollinS, Daniel Stacey and Joe Oaks all show up blah then comes adam grrrr. Hes a butthead! oh well, fought with him some then I got home about 1 * I beat Andrea & Adrianna ha. Talked to them awhile and headed to bed.

Today Dad woke me up at like 5:30 got ready for work made it there at 7 and then got off today at 3, it was a bad day. One of my clients got all hateful, I Love my job but shew, its tiring lifting, bending down, bathing the residents is tiring & painful on my back. shew haha.

But im going to bed, work at 7 in the mornin'
♥♥

bfleenor @ 2005-10-21T06:38:00

2005-10-21T10:37:09Z

its 6:30 wish me luck =) I start my shifts as a cna at the nursing home this morning! 7 til' 3!

Im gone now ♥

I miss You, Cody!

bfleenor @ 2005-10-19T12:04:00

2005-10-19T16:06:14Z

Last night Kellie and I went to Coeburn to hang out. I got to see Cody, Shew. I think Logan hates me!! oh well, I really like Cody i'm just a little unsure. I know what I want but at the same time i'm so confused because last night Cody put on this who sweetheart act, but I loved it, it was Wonderful. Well Him & I left and I just wanted us to go talk ! We had a good conversation. shew. I just want everything to go my way, & It never does!!! shew, well I have an interview at the nursing home now, so i'm gone =) Heres some lyrics that just got me =) aw, they were playing when we were talkin & I love this song!!

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and, never let me go

bfleenor @ 2005-10-17T12:08:00

2005-10-17T16:15:25Z

Fri- I went to the PV/WISE game with my step-sisters! aw, I miss and love them!! so we hung out, then we all went to taco bell and cody came gr. we rode up on the knob haha all 4 of us, it was funny ; too many memories! Packard and Cody cracked me up even though Cody & I were arguing! it was very sad. Just alot went on, but its okay now, I guess =\ but anyways Kellie ended up takin me home, I was upset n I just went straight to bed basically.

Sat night Kellie and I went to Norton and then we headed to Coeburn, we just hung out at the "spot" haha. then Jake & Logan came & I went to ride around w/ Logan! :) aw, we just rode to Banner & back. But I loved being with him & Missed it. But I like Cody alot. Gosh, Where is Packard or Adrian so I can complain, due to the fact Kellies asleep.

Well last night was very good :)I went to Norton, Kellie & I met with Jake and Logan. Shew, I did talk to Cody, I like him, I really do but seeing Logan & Having that feeling again made me so happy. We walked around wal-mart & goofed off of course ;) Jake had to be home @ 10 so Logan had to leave with him. Well we were walking outside & Just being in his arms was very great :) then we kissed & left. Kindly sad. But I hope to see him real soon, The whole time we dated we didnt see each other s much as I wanted but we've seen each other the past two days with no problem :) maybe it could be worked out. Kellie and I came back and we just went upstairs and finished 'Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants' oh my gosh everyone see that movie :) it's soooo good. Kellie and I both cried - Derek was here, we went to get him he stayed for awhile Well, I fell asleep so I have no clue where he is now?? I guess Kellie took him home sometime? lol. oh well, Im going to wake Kellie up- I need to go home & clean!! =)

♥♥

"Let's work at it, I know that if we want it, we can make it"

bfleenor @ 2005-10-15T07:53:00

2005-10-15T11:55:06Z

Uhhh.

Sometimes I just want to scream.
I guess everyone`s like screw Brieann being happy.

* thos deep blue need you eyes ♥♥

2005-10-14T12:45:47Z

Well, i'm updating again *
Last night was fun fun fun, Kellie & I went to eat chinesee with Derek & Daniel then we just came home took showers & headed to Coeburn. We went over to the field at the church where Packard and the boys were playing some footbll. It got very boring so we saw Matt Rose & went to look for him!! haha. Then we went to the High School & Sartin came to talk to us. HE HAS GROWN A FULL BEARD! lol aw, poor thing. Anways! Then I called Cody =) and we met up with them at the Tobacco Outlet and we sit there, I didnt really know anyone Accept, Cody, Packard, Daniel and Kellie oh yes + Matt! lol. Aw, Matt has a pretty puppy I was in love with it. Its a Jack Russel Terrier!! aw, its so precious!! then Steven Greene came over there and Him & Kellie went to ride around, Then she got back and we left and Cody called my cell when we were getting something to eat and told me to come to FoodCity, so I did & we just talked about some things. Aw, it was a def. Moment =) anyways! Im going to work now. ♥♥

' Someday we wanted to know how it feels; to sing to more than just a steering wheel '

those deep blue need you eyes <3 C*

2005-10-13T03:24:14Z

Well, I guess it's time for an update on what i've been doing here lately. I have been working at the hair shop and such, not making any money due to this water shortage. Screw Big Stone :) Kellie and I have been together like every day, I love her she's my best-est friend ever. Tonight Kellie and I went to Coeburn to hang out for a change. Ha! We never get to go see old friends + I wanted to see Cody. We got there, stopped by my aunts house then we went to the Tobaco Outlet & sit. It was Kellie, Elliot, Cody, Mathew, Matt & Packard. Beverly stopped in, good to see him :) I missed him. Then we just hung out. I got a little stressed but it's all good now.. heck yes! now, I'm going to bed. School and Work tommorrow :) ♥♥

bfleenor @ 2005-10-09T00:19:00

2005-10-09T04:27:15Z

Well today I had my college exam, in which I made an 89- Good considering I spent the whole half part of college out with kellie at 7:30 this morning looking for her boyfriend Derek because he never called, so we went to take his grandmother to work, her worried sick & went to look everywhere for him* he finally showed up a little after 1, boy was I pissssssssed. aww, well. Atleast he's safe =) Afterwards, I went home & layed around and watched "Monster In Law". Packard called so him and I made plans, we had a good time! Cooter came with us ;) aw, he's extremely sweet. We went to Coeburn to drop him off then we ended up getting a flat tire, So packard being the handy man changed it & let me tell you all, it was coooooold. Noone stopped forever, I was mad! oh well thats Wise County, So Cooter called my cell and then he met up with us at the Bowlin' Alley- So packard went to Some place in Lee County & then Cooter took me all the way back to Inman to Dereks ;) aw, it was nice of him. We headed over Daves house and hung out there were quiet a few people over there, then I came here about 12 something and I`m sittin here, Kellie went back but I didnt want too so now i`m sitting here in her room with her not even here, how cool :) but now i`m going to lay down & watch tv. leave me love ♥

It's hard to say that I done wrong, it's hard to say I miss you..

2005-10-08T06:46:21Z

Today Kellie and I layed around and didn't do anything, then we went to get our paychecks and things and we headed to Johnson City- haha, we had a good time! ;) We went to Old Navy first! I got a couple pairs of pants and a few shirts, we went to the Mall and got some shirts and sprays and blah blah, we went to eat and just acted retarded then we headed back to good ole' Big Stone Gap, got ourselves presentable and headed upto good ole' Appalachia and hung out at Daves- haha what A night, too much to even mention ;) but now its 3 am and I have to study and get up at 6 for college ;) night <3

' Years gone by
& i cry-
its hard to say
that i was wrong
its hard to say
i miss you
since you been gone
its not the same '

bfleenor @ 2005-10-06T00:08:00

2005-10-06T04:08:31Z

IM 17.

yay for me ;)

bfleenor @ 2005-10-05T15:33:00

2005-10-05T19:34:32Z

MY B-DAY IS TOMMORROW :)

i'll be 17!

bfleenor @ 2005-10-04T08:15:00

2005-10-04T12:16:58Z

... "Never kiss & tell"

maybe you can save me, and afterall your my wonderwall..

2005-10-01T11:37:09Z

it's 7 in the morning and I am updating my journal, yipeee.

well, last night did not go like planned, but i`m not discouraged the least bit!! haha, okay maybe a smidge, but it will be okay! :)

so friends with benifits, how about that ho's!

<33

'How many ways we can laugh' is he GAAAAAAAYYY ' sorry about your luck ' stalkin Derek and Dave ' takin off the sticker ' kmart sales for the licence tag ' OMG is this kidd on drugs ' Blakes like is a movie ' VI!! THE VILLLAAGGE HAHA ' Makeup for derek ' prank phone calls ' peachhed peaches in the bed ' will we ever wake up ' going to "huddle house" ' good talks good talks - LOVE YOU KELLIE *

bfleenor @ 2005-09-30T09:50:00

2005-09-30T13:50:52Z

what would I do without Kellie??

shew..
its rough, but *we're* gonna make it! I know..

bfleenor @ 2005-09-28T14:13:00

2005-09-28T18:19:19Z

Ahh, lets see.

Yesterday I went to Kingsport with Kellie & Derek + Dave. We went to Sonic so Kellie and I could get slushies but Dave and Derek wanted to get Pals, so they walked through the drivethrough haha.. then Oreo made fun of them! haha, so there was this guy there and he was like I have lived In Kingsport for 50 years, considering he was only 49 I got extremely confused, so Dave reaches over me and was like Yeah this is My wife Stacy and we've been married for 25 years and we have lived here. It was funny, then Derek goes yeah this is Luna from germany and Im from New England we met at a cavity search for smuggling drugs hahaha.. and they've been engaged ever since, then We went to pla Put-Put. Dave and I lost by 2 POINTS!! haha it was 103 to 101!! I was mad haha so we headed back to bsg and went to Kellies and watched "The Notebook", shew I was sittin there bawling. That movie gets to me, so about 2:30 Kellie and I went to bed and got up this mornin' went to see Derek and Dave and then to get our nails done, now im going to do work haha *

♥♥

Lyrics-

Goo Goo Dolls-Black Balloon

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
'Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon
That was your womb

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer

You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallowed the light from the sun
Inside your room

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder

And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall

Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you grow colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me

♥---------------------♥

Goo Goo Dolls-Here Is Gone

You and I got somethin
But it's all and then it's nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I dont need the fallout
Of all the past that's in between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
And I can feel you falling

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

bfleenor @ 2005-03-20T16:20:00

2005-03-20T21:21:27Z

i remember you..
do you remember me too?
born on the 14th of july
smell of roses made em' cry
though i know your far from home
rest assure your not alone
cause i would give everything
that i own.